Granger would have been 32 today… Please share this message with anyone and everyone you can think of that needs to see this! -Kay Mess
Things would’ve been alright, you know.
Life could have gotten a whole lot better.
Instead you believed lies in your head
So now I write another useless letter.
I loved you fully and excessively
And you appreciated my quirky ways.
But suddenly every detail of our life
Turned into only obsessive replays.
I would’ve done literally anything
And though told you were already gone,
I ran to you as fast as I could run
Before they restrained me on the lawn.
Everything looked like a gray blur and
All I could feel was a sharp intense pain.
Finally I was able to see and touch you
That sight will forever haunt my brain.
My whole body went completely numb
and to the ground I collapsed. Then,
I felt my dad’s arms wrap around me
And soon after that I went in.
I laid on the couch right where you laid
And my soul was totally shattered.
Nothing anyone said could help me
Because to me, it no longer mattered.
Fast forward to your birthday today—
It’s your 7th one in heaven now.
I have a crucial mission to complete—
I must spread the word somehow!
So to YOU READING THIS— yes, YOU!
You’re not reading this coincidentally.
You are meant to see this at this second
And it’s written for you specifically…
If there is ever a moment in your life
You feel you can no longer live it,
I’m begging you, as a surviving wife
Choose to live right now, don’t quit!
If the next moment is also too hard,
Then choose again just like before!
Just keep breathing… yes you can!
Your life is worth everything—and MORE!
Love you Kayla. Miss granger literally every day… and I admire your strength you show today. That was a terrible day but I know one day we will see him again; and although right now I’d like to punch him first, I know the minute we see him it’ll be intense joy.
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Thank you Sean! Love you too! I know you get it. ♥️ He loved you like crazy! And same here — *hug, punch, hug, punch, hug* is how I feel now, but I know my perspective with be perfected and man, what an amazing day that will be! For now, if I am feeling led to this mission to even help ONE person choose life, it’s worth every minute! I hope to be able to come visit you and Lane soon! And I’m so excited about everything happening in your family and ministry!
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This…thinking of you dude. Beautifully written.
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Thank you ♥️ I appreciate it
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Love you…❤️
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Love you too ♥️
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