Crucial Mission- From A Survivor Of Suicide Loss

Granger would have been 32 today… Please share this message with anyone and everyone you can think of that needs to see this! -Kay Mess

Things would’ve been alright, you know.

Life could have gotten a whole lot better.

Instead you believed lies in your head

So now I write another useless letter.

I loved you fully and excessively

And you appreciated my quirky ways.

But suddenly every detail of our life

Turned into only obsessive replays.

I would’ve done literally anything

And though told you were already gone,

I ran to you as fast as I could run

Before they restrained me on the lawn.

Everything looked like a gray blur and

All I could feel was a sharp intense pain.

Finally I was able to see and touch you

That sight will forever haunt my brain.

My whole body went completely numb

and to the ground I collapsed. Then,

I felt my dad’s arms wrap around me

And soon after that I went in.

I laid on the couch right where you laid

And my soul was totally shattered.

Nothing anyone said could help me

Because to me, it no longer mattered.

Fast forward to your birthday today—

It’s your 7th one in heaven now.

I have a crucial mission to complete—

I must spread the word somehow!

So to YOU READING THIS— yes, YOU!

You’re not reading this coincidentally.

You are meant to see this at this second

And it’s written for you specifically…

If there is ever a moment in your life

You feel you can no longer live it,

I’m begging you, as a surviving wife

Choose to live right now, don’t quit!

If the next moment is also too hard,

Then choose again just like before!

Just keep breathing… yes you can!

Your life is worth everything—and MORE!